Day 123: Desteni I Witness Report 1 - The Desteni Tools and the Desteni Farm
I started researching Desteni in the week of October, 13th 2007 and joined the Forum on October 29th 2007. I did not immediately start applying the suggested Desteni tools as I experienced some fear about the 'good intentions' of Desteni. My brother suggested to just try it and I considered that: what could possibly go wrong or be harmful about forgiving myself? So - I pushed through the initial resistance and started applying the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - which I haven't stopped using to this day.
Herein - I can attest to the fact that
- The tools of Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self-Corrective application, when consistently applied in Self-Honesty, are tools of self-support that enable a person to break through, stop, resolve and correct self-imposed limitations, habitual patterns, reactive behavior, internal conflict, learning disabilities, brainwashing, abusive thoughts, emotions, feelings and actions.
- The tools of Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self-Corrective application do not create harmful consequences.
- It was my personal decision to start this process in utilizing the Desteni tools, publish my writings and videos on blogs/vlogs and on forums - and that I was in no way coerced, manipulated or forced to do so.
- I was not asked for any donations or payments, nor did I make any, while having complete access to all articles and videos published at that time as well as receiving personal support on the forum.
In August 2008 I visited the Desteni Farm together with my sister for a period of 2 months. Here I was welcomed in their home and able to see how the Desteni Farm residents practically live together and walk their process. For the first week of my visit I did not speak with Sunette Spies as she had not been in her body during that time and had not been in her body for two weeks before. During this this week, I had many conversations with interdimensional beings and witnessed that there was no energy fluctuation whatsoever, where Sunette Spies did not require to enter back into her body after a specified period of time to stabilize it. Portalling was consistent and could be done at any time through one simple breath, without any rituals or preparations. I was present during portal-interviews and witnessed Sunette Spies leaving her body while another being would enter and speak in the moment.
Herein, I can attest to the fact that:
- Portal interviews were done in the moment without memorizing or preparing what would be spoken and that there were no cue-cards in the room off which the beings would read.
- Portalling is consistent and can be done for any duration of time, at any time.
- Desteni farm residents do not follow or participate in any rituals.
- Desteni farm residents do not lead excessive or inappropriate lifestyles.
- Bernard Poolman does not coerce, manipulate or force other residents, permanent or temporary, to do his bidding.
- There is no drug abuse or alcohol consumption on the Desteni farm.
- I was not asked to do anything against my will or consent.
- Visitors are not forced to stay and can leave when it suits them, where I witnessed several visitors change their departure date.
- I was not asked to believe anything I was told, but to test all the information for myself.
- I was never scolded, harmed or punished for any action, but instead always supported to find practical solutions.